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I'm in my final year of a PhD program in a hard science at a major research university. I read That Hideous Strength, The Abolition of Man, and LotR years ago.

During my time in grad school, I have had a hard-to-describe underlying fear grow in me, that I work for N.I.C.E. My highly-educated (and soon to be highly-powerful) peers regularly show intense contempt for the "English Farmer" types in our society. In its official messaging and internal communication, the university regularly shows disrespect for the material world or anything that may give it objective meaning. The scientific establishment I interact with deals with matters of intense direct physical importance to billions of people, but at the ground level the task is treated like a mere game for winning credentials and maybe a bit of power. At the top level it is just a flippant exercise in doing what you will, consequences (for other people) be damned.

Like that passage in The Green Book, which Lewis saw as a subtle refutation of basic reality which would later gain immense destructive power, I often see subtle things that scare me. This wasn't apparent when I started, but it's been a slow drip wearing me down for a while, and now I see demonic fingerprints on too much of my daily environment.

I was feeling kind of morose about all of this just this morning, and somehow when I saw the title of your article, I felt like it would be helpful, so I did the 7-day trial to read it. Thank you so much for this. I often think that total collapse is the only realistic endpoint of our cultural and societal quagmire. I am a young husband and father (unlike all my grad school peers), and my children's future can be concerning to me. Lewis and Tolkien really did act prophetically to help prepare people (and men in particular) to face coming waves of darkness with wisdom and courage, and I am thankful to God for that. Your article worked alongside their writings to shore up that Chest in me.

I hope you don't mind me printing this out to send to a friend working on a PhD in the liberal arts school here. Things over there are an order of magnitude worse than in my school.

Supporting a family on a grad school stipend is difficult, but once I'm out of this place I'll definitely be a paying subscriber.

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